Bruno Mars - Grenade

Monday 21 March 2011

i'm nothing

for the long time i never message or chat with him.. sometimes when i looked at him i miss him..buttt....
i only can miss nothing to do more,such a useless job idiot!!!
why i must make myself hurt and feel the pain ???
my friend always asking to me:why you still make yourself feel the pain?? are you not tired being like this???

my answer: no being like this likely i felt i'm close with him even i ever being with him anymore. this only the way that i could have to see him.but he never remember me.he said we can still be a friend...
i'm happy with this statement...

suddenly.....
he remove me and sent me a message - terima kasih banyak-banyak -
but why???
i'm asking myself if i do something wrong with him???
i never message with him after he left me..only a minute if i had chatting with him...
but i'm just ask about his study nothing else..

when he remove me i felt empty..alone..
why??
i feel i was cheated by him...
why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i heard this song i felt idiot and numb...
bersamamu aku merasakan seperti orang yang paling istimewa
bersamamu aku seperti bintang-bintang yang selalu bersinar
aku bahagia 2x
bersamamu aku merasakan kedamaian yang tiada terkira
bersamamu aku seperti matahari yang selalu menyinari
aku bahagia2x


bagiku hanya kau yang terindah di antarabunga-bunga itu 2x
bagiku kaulah segalanya


bersamamu aku bagai langit yang selalu menaungi hatimu
bersamamu aku seperti pelangi yang menghiasi duniamu
aku bahagia2x


bersamamu aku merasa bahagia yang sesungguhnya
bersamamu di sisa hidupku....

it really-really fake!!! i hate this

Friday 11 March 2011

why so sad???

Easy come, easy go
That’s just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss, Had your eyes wide open -
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, Cause what you don’t understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya Throw my hand on a blade for ya 

I’d jump in front of a train for You know I’d do anything for ya 

I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won’t do the same

Black, black, black and blue beat me till I’m numb Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you’re from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That’s just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked Cause what you don’t understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya 

You know I’d do anything for ya
 I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won’t do the same
If my body was on fire, ooh You’ d watch me burn down in flames You said you loved me you’re a liar Cause you never, ever, ever did baby…
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya
You know I’d do anything for I would go through all this pain
, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won’t do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same


tibe2 aku rase sedih.. dan ak rase lagu nie cam masuk dalam hati aku je.
knape la ngan hidup aku nie.
tibe je nk jadi cm nie. 
when i on9 facebook felt down..

why it become like this???
what is my fault??
why you hate me that much??
why you throw me away...???

i gave everthing to you...
in the end you throw me..
thanks alot..
even i sad and disappointed with you i wish you happy 4ever with her....

Sunday 6 March 2011

letihnye...

hari ini ak rase hari yang paling memenatkan bagi aku coz subuh baru sampai Dungun ......
pagi2 kelaz economy. 

memang la tersangat ngantuk lepas 2 dapat result tet economy..peh mmg la tersngat baik punye result .. dengan usaha yang tak seberapa. mmg padan sangat la.

minggu ni aku rasa otak aku akan berkerja keras disebabkan oleh ada test account subject yang ak killer bagi aku then ctu( agama) ibarat cam sejarah,,apalagi hafal lah..

actually, susah sebenarnya kalau kita x faham sesuatu subject nak-nak lagi kalau hafal je.. kalau lah ditakdirkan blank habis sumuanya. Disebabkan itu kene lah paham subject ape yang kte tengah blaja bukan hafal ...
hehehehe